My fiance's touch repulses me help!!?

Hi there, First, it is very okay to want or need to take time out from being ually active, or until you feel okay with it. Most importantly though, I believe he will have to address his addiction which is no different than any other addiction that requires help and support from professionals. Of course it is very normal for a woman to not want relations after finding this out. It is very difficult to be attentive if one thinks he wants or needs this or is visualizing someone else in order to have relations with you.... Only he can address this and he may not see this as a problem but of course it is as this is very degrading to women and many men as well. If he agrees, then counselling may be the best route to take for you both, but of course the issues he has, he alone must deal with and you can support him through this, without pressure. This can be worked through but it will take a great deal of commitment & effort but nothing is impossible when two people love each other, to say nothing of the daughter you both will raise.... I am quite sure he would never like his little girl watching or being any part of the world that he is involved with. Wishing you much wellness and I sincerely hope this will work out for you all.